I am not too much into astrology but this strange relationship forced me to look for the reason for why I am feeling so strong for him...the libra man. I know him for past 6 years. We both were married when we met. It was cosmic for me. When I first met him, I could feel the energy waves coming from his body and engulfing me..I met him for a business meeting. He was not in very good shape then, maybe he felt awkward that time meeting me like this...actually he came from a very long international journey and didn't had time to shave.
Next day we were supposed to meet for a business presentation by him. When I came at the venue, I saw a very handsome, clean shaven man in business attire...it impressed me and I could not believe he was the one I met yesterday.
I felt that he is very very different and something is going on between us on a different plane. That very day, he made an offer to join his company..he is the CEO of that company. We negotiated for terms and salary for about 2 weeks and after I joined, he told me, I am a tough nut to crack on negotiations.
After I joined, he suddenly increased my responsibilities so that I can have a work profile that makes me work with him. btw, he was placed in the head office of a different country and visited the office 2-3 days/month. He paid special attention to me from beginning, so much so that all my co-workers started to get it. He would reply to my mail within seonds as if he was waiting for them while he will take many hours to day to respond to other cowaorkers and he was not afraid to show his affections in front of his wife which made her very insecure.
Something made her join the company so that she can be aware of what's happening between us...I left the job because I didn't like the situation where someone is watching over my head all the time. and above all, I learnt later on that his wife is from a rich family and lot of her money was pumped into business. She joined and asked to me my manager, which she did...I thought some ass**** is sitting on my head who didn't know the abc of the business...I left the job because I was knowing this will turn very dirty soon...so I left before anything turbulant happened. He was very angry on me leaving the company as he told me he needed my energy to run the business but I couldn't take breath in that environment where his wife is always checking on me and him.
After I resigned, he very openly admitted that he has feelings for me and on one occasion we both were alone in the office and he kissed me passionately...I was never been kissed like that before...out of world..it was some chemistry!! since then I am not living in this world.
We both parted our ways to take care of the situation and tried to concentrate on the family. I even went away from my home and husband for an year taking job in other city as I felt I am not being honest with my husband. I told him I do not feel for him and I need to figure out myself and I need time.
I prayed and meditated to let go of him from my mind but he was and he is still with me. I returned to my husband after an year to make my marriage work. All this while, I was never in contact with my libran.
He kept sending mails but I didn't reply. After 2 years, he sent me a mail saying he needed some business help and we met in TGIF. It was charged atmosphere and he told me I lost the spark for life.
After that we exchanged very formal mails for business work but I COULD MAKE OUT THE FEELINGS with each exchange. It is 6 years now and we are still in the same situation. we both do not say anything but we know what's going on..we never had the final sex but we kissed, had oral many times...sometimes its very frustrating because I want to make love to him abandoning all the morality and what will happen...
He always comes for coffee when he has to discuss very important affairs and he takes my advice. He can't keep his hands off me. what is going on???...can someone tell me...we both are married and I feel I am half dead experiencing all this...it is a different state for me...6 years...and please do not tell me to get away from him...I didn't talk to him for 2 years yet he was with me with each breath...every morning, he is the first I remember..he is always with me..
I am a cancer woman and he is libra my dob 07/04/73 and his 01/10/70...
Next day we were supposed to meet for a business presentation by him. When I came at the venue, I saw a very handsome, clean shaven man in business attire...it impressed me and I could not believe he was the one I met yesterday.
I felt that he is very very different and something is going on between us on a different plane. That very day, he made an offer to join his company..he is the CEO of that company. We negotiated for terms and salary for about 2 weeks and after I joined, he told me, I am a tough nut to crack on negotiations.
After I joined, he suddenly increased my responsibilities so that I can have a work profile that makes me work with him. btw, he was placed in the head office of a different country and visited the office 2-3 days/month. He paid special attention to me from beginning, so much so that all my co-workers started to get it. He would reply to my mail within seonds as if he was waiting for them while he will take many hours to day to respond to other cowaorkers and he was not afraid to show his affections in front of his wife which made her very insecure.
Something made her join the company so that she can be aware of what's happening between us...I left the job because I didn't like the situation where someone is watching over my head all the time. and above all, I learnt later on that his wife is from a rich family and lot of her money was pumped into business. She joined and asked to me my manager, which she did...I thought some ass**** is sitting on my head who didn't know the abc of the business...I left the job because I was knowing this will turn very dirty soon...so I left before anything turbulant happened. He was very angry on me leaving the company as he told me he needed my energy to run the business but I couldn't take breath in that environment where his wife is always checking on me and him.
After I resigned, he very openly admitted that he has feelings for me and on one occasion we both were alone in the office and he kissed me passionately...I was never been kissed like that before...out of world..it was some chemistry!! since then I am not living in this world.
We both parted our ways to take care of the situation and tried to concentrate on the family. I even went away from my home and husband for an year taking job in other city as I felt I am not being honest with my husband. I told him I do not feel for him and I need to figure out myself and I need time.
I prayed and meditated to let go of him from my mind but he was and he is still with me. I returned to my husband after an year to make my marriage work. All this while, I was never in contact with my libran.
He kept sending mails but I didn't reply. After 2 years, he sent me a mail saying he needed some business help and we met in TGIF. It was charged atmosphere and he told me I lost the spark for life.
After that we exchanged very formal mails for business work but I COULD MAKE OUT THE FEELINGS with each exchange. It is 6 years now and we are still in the same situation. we both do not say anything but we know what's going on..we never had the final sex but we kissed, had oral many times...sometimes its very frustrating because I want to make love to him abandoning all the morality and what will happen...
He always comes for coffee when he has to discuss very important affairs and he takes my advice. He can't keep his hands off me. what is going on???...can someone tell me...we both are married and I feel I am half dead experiencing all this...it is a different state for me...6 years...and please do not tell me to get away from him...I didn't talk to him for 2 years yet he was with me with each breath...every morning, he is the first I remember..he is always with me..
I am a cancer woman and he is libra my dob 07/04/73 and his 01/10/70...
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Re: married cancer woman and libra man...in strange situation for past 6 years
Thu, June 26, 2008 - 2:36 AMand let me tell you, whole day we are exchanging private messages on a networking site and he comes online many times a day to check on me. This is happening for the past 2 years. We must have exchanged something like thousands of mails and messages. He makes sure to drop in after every 6-7 days to have coffee with me and meet me despite he being a very busy CEO.
He is very supportive, listens to all my concerns, guides me right professionally. Personally he always tells me not to be a moralist and asks me not to judge it. we both have kids as well...I know...i know very messy but I didn't asked for this situation...it happened.
And he never uttered those words to me and never did I...we say "affection"...for each other. He told me a few days ago, "we need to wait to manifest our affections for each other"...what does he means...more waiting...I just want to have sex with him now and he is telling me to wait....yes, he does display his typical libran on and off periods but those times I understand that he needs his space and time...and he do gets back to me shinier...I never doubted that he doesn't love me even thought we never told this to each other.
Do I sound like a mad woman????
